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Sunday, 1 March 2015

A very, VERY shocking thought.

Was Dawn right in what she did? I'm really teary today and I have no idea why. I was listening to The Beautiful South's song 'Mediterranean' and burst into tears and thought 'Why not? I wouldn't be a burden any more and all this sadness would just disappear'. Then I quickly saw why.

My mum and dad love me. Stella the dog loves me. Julie loves me. Harry loves me. I make Sam laugh and I know she want's me otherwise she wouldn't keep sending me the pictures of herself that she does. I post things on Facebook and it get's like's and laughs. I have talents not many have that are being wasted at the moment due to this massive depression that I just can't seem to snap out of.

Dawn. I as much as you were an utter loon, I did love you and I miss you. Chris? I'm going to have words with you young man when I see you next but for now I miss you so much I can't begin to explain.

I'm going to man up. Julie want's me in her bed again tonight. She has her issues but she is kind and loving plus a very attractive, totally shaved vagina.

It's not all bad.